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Hi peeps.. in fact i didnt want to blog today but something happened, & i just have to blog it..

This evening i was on my way to cell meeting when i felt my stomach aching.. i thot perhaps the pain will go away... all of a sudden, the music coming from the earphones started to become fainter & fainter...i was so scared at that point of time because i felt alittle dizzy.. i felt so uncomfortable & i didnt know what i can do to make myself feel better..

i juz kept praying for God to keep me conscious.. i didnt want to fall unconscious on a bus... Many thoughts come to me... 'Will i have the chance to reach home & sleep on the bed'.... ' am i just going to fall into a deep sleep soon?' ....

i felt like getting help but i dont know who to seek for help. A phone call seems useless... & i wasnt in the mood to talk on the phone.. .. later on, i began to sweat... i just felt very warm for my head... & my palms started to get itchy.. & my tummy began to ache even more.... i started to close my eyes to rest... hoping all these will just go away...

After i alighted, i went to see a doctor... but the doctor was unable to diagnose what's wrong with me... i suspect it might be food allergy? This will be my 2nd time this year having food allergy if it is the case... & i still have no idea what i am allergy to??

This is the 1st time i felt so scared that i will just leave this world just like that... With sound from the background growing fainter & my vision blur... & worse of it, just by sitting in a bus... but i thank God that i managed to remain conscious & also giving me the chance to type this entry. I never thought i will care so much about my life until today...

Anyway.. i think i might just go for a body checkup some day... dont wanna just blackout again one day without knowing the reason why...