Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Love,Peace,Patient
I've been reading up on this book "The Power To Change Your Life" by Rick Warren once again... In fact, i finished reading it last year or something.. It is only recently that i decided to pick it up & read again... Everything seems to be applicable to me NOW ... I just find myself wanting to read more since its like guiding how i should walk for NOW.
Anyway, i find myself to forget things which i've learnt, or perhaps i never did learn...hmm.... therefore i will 'meditate' on what im going to read.. in another words, keep reading the same thing & try to understand the meaning behind...
I found a change in me these 3 days.. i can say it wasnt easy for me to achieve the current state i am in... I prayed alot.. Telling Him all my problems & asking Him to guide me in my path & stay focus on Him.
During the times when i was feeling blue, my focus was off Him. I focus on my problems & worries & rely entirely on myself... that explains why i was so tired & wanted to give up trying.. I noticed i became very blue & its very noticeable in my actions & behaviour...soon, everything slowly falls apart... Only through so much struggles, i came to realise my relationship with Him was not as 'close' as i thought to be... So now, i am starting all over again...
Alright, side track.. today's lecture was really boring.. the lecturer just couldnt 'click' with the audience she is teaching. She went through tutorials like a gush of wind.. like 'its ok if you miss it, i will provide you with the hardcopy' ... & she flashed graphs that appear so tiny & proceed to elaborate her points and i lost count of the number of times her mic gave the screeching sound... sigh.. i really lost heart in attending her lecture, i understand she's trying ... well..maybe God wants me to learn to be patient... Hmmmm....
Just now i went to eat Chicken Chop on my own @ the hawker centre @ 4pm. It is unusual for me to just eat out alone.. But i dont know why i just feel like doing it today... Tmr.. im having driving lesson... followed by haircut.. haha.. im tired of my hair lieo.. should be cutting it short ba... but dont know how short..lol...
Later going for prayer meeting... so Friday i can join the ex-colleagues for steamboat on Friday... Yay!!! This Sunday will be meeting the poly mates for lunch... i am starting to fill myself with positive changes....
Focus Focus Focus....
Anyway, i find myself to forget things which i've learnt, or perhaps i never did learn...hmm.... therefore i will 'meditate' on what im going to read.. in another words, keep reading the same thing & try to understand the meaning behind...
I found a change in me these 3 days.. i can say it wasnt easy for me to achieve the current state i am in... I prayed alot.. Telling Him all my problems & asking Him to guide me in my path & stay focus on Him.
During the times when i was feeling blue, my focus was off Him. I focus on my problems & worries & rely entirely on myself... that explains why i was so tired & wanted to give up trying.. I noticed i became very blue & its very noticeable in my actions & behaviour...soon, everything slowly falls apart... Only through so much struggles, i came to realise my relationship with Him was not as 'close' as i thought to be... So now, i am starting all over again...
Alright, side track.. today's lecture was really boring.. the lecturer just couldnt 'click' with the audience she is teaching. She went through tutorials like a gush of wind.. like 'its ok if you miss it, i will provide you with the hardcopy' ... & she flashed graphs that appear so tiny & proceed to elaborate her points and i lost count of the number of times her mic gave the screeching sound... sigh.. i really lost heart in attending her lecture, i understand she's trying ... well..maybe God wants me to learn to be patient... Hmmmm....
Just now i went to eat Chicken Chop on my own @ the hawker centre @ 4pm. It is unusual for me to just eat out alone.. But i dont know why i just feel like doing it today... Tmr.. im having driving lesson... followed by haircut.. haha.. im tired of my hair lieo.. should be cutting it short ba... but dont know how short..lol...
Later going for prayer meeting... so Friday i can join the ex-colleagues for steamboat on Friday... Yay!!! This Sunday will be meeting the poly mates for lunch... i am starting to fill myself with positive changes....
Focus Focus Focus....
# posted by ch3mysTery : 4:39 PM
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