Thursday, September 25, 2008
Versus
Thoughts are running in the head every now & then.. not that they are blue, but, i thought maybe its a good idea to type them out & then things would be more organized for me. At least, there are paragraph & sequences.
So far, the unit (QF) that i dreaded before it starts has started to become 'easier to accept' .. I guessed the lecturer plays a big part.. it seemed that he is able to convey those concepts that are deemed as 'inconceivable' to be within understanding of the amateur's mind .. perhaps not total understanding, but its better than just studying Greek & having to psycho yourselves that you understand Greek.
For another unit which im taking, the lecturer has not appear to be a 'wow' figure for me yet.. 2nd lesson was over, but she just doesnt seem to prepare well for the lecture. At certain point of time, she paused too long & seemed confused over what she's conveying.. and she talks too sloooooooooowwwwww .... I get quite impatient when i m attending her lecture. I do hope she gets better with time & experience...
I've started to have a different set of thinking after going through the battles... i think to be able to give freely & not expect things in return is really difficult for the human race to comprehend. You may be able to do it few times, but, to do it for the rest of your life, can you? Many souls are empty within, & when you fill the others up and feel like your taken for granted and decided to just stay away, both souls will slowly empty out. How does emptiness feels? No, it doesnt feel just like the word suggest 'Nothing' ... Emptiness infact gives a magnitude of emotions, & by that, im sure you do understand when you just feel so vexed over some stuff, when all around the world, things seem to go well & you have what you wanted.
It is by God's grace that we can stay afloat by just giving & expect nothing in return. By doing so, you may change the lives of others & also build on your own personal character. I hope i didnt interpret God wrongly...
Alright, i shall end here. Tmr will be having driving lesson & also gathering with the ex-colleagues. We had a change of venue since F1 is starting tmr. Wish all have a great weekends!
So far, the unit (QF) that i dreaded before it starts has started to become 'easier to accept' .. I guessed the lecturer plays a big part.. it seemed that he is able to convey those concepts that are deemed as 'inconceivable' to be within understanding of the amateur's mind .. perhaps not total understanding, but its better than just studying Greek & having to psycho yourselves that you understand Greek.
For another unit which im taking, the lecturer has not appear to be a 'wow' figure for me yet.. 2nd lesson was over, but she just doesnt seem to prepare well for the lecture. At certain point of time, she paused too long & seemed confused over what she's conveying.. and she talks too sloooooooooowwwwww .... I get quite impatient when i m attending her lecture. I do hope she gets better with time & experience...
I've started to have a different set of thinking after going through the battles... i think to be able to give freely & not expect things in return is really difficult for the human race to comprehend. You may be able to do it few times, but, to do it for the rest of your life, can you? Many souls are empty within, & when you fill the others up and feel like your taken for granted and decided to just stay away, both souls will slowly empty out. How does emptiness feels? No, it doesnt feel just like the word suggest 'Nothing' ... Emptiness infact gives a magnitude of emotions, & by that, im sure you do understand when you just feel so vexed over some stuff, when all around the world, things seem to go well & you have what you wanted.
It is by God's grace that we can stay afloat by just giving & expect nothing in return. By doing so, you may change the lives of others & also build on your own personal character. I hope i didnt interpret God wrongly...
Alright, i shall end here. Tmr will be having driving lesson & also gathering with the ex-colleagues. We had a change of venue since F1 is starting tmr. Wish all have a great weekends!
# posted by ch3mysTery : 1:28 PM
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