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Often, i wonder how should i start blogging. It occurs to me several times that i should close down this blog as i dont have much interesting stuffs to blog about & also to resume privacies. But then, 2nd thoughts is that i hope to have a medium to voice my inner thoughts.Yeah, if you happen to come over to read & find this blog no longer available,i've just deleted the blog.

I suspect i am ageing at an incredible rate of increase.Dont ask me why i got that feeling, but the things i m doing or enjoy doing is not what you would most probably like to do. I dont understand why most people behave the way they do (the norm), i just cant relate and be the same. I know everyone is unique in every ways, but then,i just couldnt find the similarities that i can consider myself to be what my age supposed to be. This can be a pain in the neck cause i dont wish to stand out among the peers.

The year 2007 has been almost a wonderful year. I've learnt many things along the way. I do hope things would remain the same but i know things not gonna happen this way. That's the 'negative' side for someone who resists changes. I've noticed that i am someone who has to be kept occupied, if not my mood is going to fluctuate. Haha.

Anyway, i have thoughts of upgrading phone but cny is coming, has to spent money on clothes...& to upgrade the phone is a want for now, so i shall postpone it till june or something?Kindof sian for today, i've planned to go jogging this evening after postponing it since wed but it kept raining today. My mood is dampened & i feel lazy now..& by right, today is the collection day for the laundry but i am going perhaps next week.... what shall i do for tonight,my mood feels like the weather.