Friday, January 18, 2008
the days when...
Ydae i happened to meet M at the vicinity of my place. It has been about 6 months since i last saw him, after i left the company. Didnt have too much of thoughts but this morning, i am filled with a kind of 'sadness'
Actually, i wouldnt say it is sadness ... but i thought about the days when i was at the company. The tough days where i work endlessly,clocking up average of 12 hours per day and yet still be able to laugh thru the days with the peers around me. Looking back, it was really a test for me, i didnt know how i manage to get thru that period.
1 of the colleagues once asked me how did i manage to look so optimistic when everyday i have to work OT & the environment is so stressful. I forgot if i ever gave her an answer, but at that period of time, i guessed its the bonding & teamwork that enabled me to go thru the crazy period.
Right now, some of them have already left the company. I feel 'sad' because the environment where i was once in has been changed. What's left are the memories i built over that time & the great friends i've made.
Why do i suddenly feel so much once again?
Actually, i wouldnt say it is sadness ... but i thought about the days when i was at the company. The tough days where i work endlessly,clocking up average of 12 hours per day and yet still be able to laugh thru the days with the peers around me. Looking back, it was really a test for me, i didnt know how i manage to get thru that period.
1 of the colleagues once asked me how did i manage to look so optimistic when everyday i have to work OT & the environment is so stressful. I forgot if i ever gave her an answer, but at that period of time, i guessed its the bonding & teamwork that enabled me to go thru the crazy period.
Right now, some of them have already left the company. I feel 'sad' because the environment where i was once in has been changed. What's left are the memories i built over that time & the great friends i've made.
Why do i suddenly feel so much once again?
# posted by ch3mysTery : 7:18 AM
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