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It has been 5 days since i am sick & my appetite has been very poor.I ate a few mouthful of food & can dont eat for the rest of the days. This is very unusual since my appetite always grows better after about 3 days.

The more i think about my sickness, the more negative feelings i have. I wanted to get well fast, i want to be able to eat more so that i 'll have the strength to just walk up the stairs & dont feel so much strain on my legs but i just couldnt eat more. Thus, i made the decision to visit the Chinese Doctor 'Ma Guang'. The doctor prescribed 3 days of medicine for me & i hope the medicine works.

This illness has caused me to lose my appetitie,my sleep,my mental ability to study.I feel like im lagging behind & in no time, i am about to go overseas. I dont know what would become of me by then, perhaps this is what a pessimist might be typing at this point of time.

I pray that i will get well soon by next week & will settle most of my stuffs by Friday & make an even more effort in my studies in the last week before i travel.

It was during this period of time & i realised that sometimes, we think we have everything under controlled & planned but things might not be the case. Just like i plan to utilise the few weeks to try to 'study in advance' before the trip but down came an illness, & everything dont go according to plan anymore. Initially, i was really upset & dont know what to do as i never expected things to go this way, but soon, i realised that you can plan all you want, the perfect plan but what's going to happen, the decision wouldnt depend on entirely you alone. Shrugs, i will let God do His planning for me.

I hope you peeps are doing good & please take care of your body. With a healthy body, you can achieve alot, but a weak & sick body will only make you feel worse.