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i m glad that the conversation with bee made me realised i've indeed got myself lost somewhere while pursuing my studies

mS hAndprInT-가 미령 says:
but den.. u forget wad u tell me le ma

mS hAndprInT-가 미령 says:
results is not wad u wan right.. is all abt the process of learning

i feel a knock on my head after reading that. The process of learning, how can i forget it??? Its much more difficult to practice what i preach afterall. I read about the fear of failure and people do not like to fail AT ALL given a chance. Once, i told myself its okay to fail & learn from mistakes.But now, i am so afraid of failure that it caught hold of me so strongly, this reminded me of this quote

"what worries me, master me"

My worry = failure to do well
so it literally means i am mastering failure right now....

Ever since i started university life, i feel the transition is abit too much for me to handle. I worry about 'time management', i worry about 'what if i cant catch up' ...and all the "what-ifs" All these did not much of help to me but instead increased the pressure i have and too much pressures do not help @ all, so i should balance out my pressure.

I am really grateful that i am able to sort out my thinkings somehow. Often, i depend my rate of success on my comfort zone. The more comfortable it is, the more i feel is the higher probability of success. Like i always tell myself that " i cant juggle work & studies together, there is no way i can do it" But given a scenario whereby its a MUST for me to work Fulltime & study part time, will my answer still be the same as before? I am sure it would differ and i would most likely put in more effort in my studies.

So the objective of this post is to remind me to be more willing to step out of my comfort zones & try to expand my potential instead of residing in my comfort zone & be restricted to what is out there.

I am amazed by how all these motivations come by and how it always replenishes when its low in fuel, its not by coincidence, but from Him. :)