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hi blog... i have always been looking @ people.. how some people appear to be so fun-loving...how they appear to have no worries in life...but sometimes, the eyes just show everything they are. They can never lie through their eyes. Yesterday i saw someone who is all smiles but when i look closely at her eyes, i find it belonged to "Sad Eyes" .. We humans try all sorts of way to hide our emotions but one look in the eyes, everything is clear.

Yesterday night, i was listening to those oldies ... & i didnt know why, i felt abit emotional ...somehow i managed to "relate" to those melodies.. They give a very peaceful & light feeling. The lyrics are so simple. I always tell people i dont belong to this era because unlike most people my age, i do stuffs that perhaps "older" people do. hmm... but i like the way it is, it doesnt matter if i dont fit in with the crowd,you may call me eccentric but i think we are all special individuals.

Many people out there are "protecting" themselves from the world. They appear to be aggressive but deep down, we know they really need someone to be there for them. No matter how strong a person looks, he/she still needs someone to lift them up & give comfort when they are down. To be able to share joy & happiness. Without these support, a person who is successful in his/her life will never really be happy, for they cant relate their emotions to anybody. I find it a blessing if you can be someone's pillar ,to let them pour out their real emotions to you.I find this act truly amazing and warmth.

For in "reality", the way they express themselves outside is different when they become truthful with you. You can feel it, Dont deny those feelings. You might be wondering, how can that be, one minute that someone is behaving like this, the other minute, that someone is behaving like that. You may wonder which is the real identity. Through careful observation & by feeling with the heart, things will slowly reveal themselves. You just have to be patient and always be there to grow with them.

I may appear to be aloof to some, but i really am not.Deep down inside, maybe i have some sorts of emotions but you really have to forgive me, i found out my emotions and facial expression dont match at all. (if you get what i mean)

Although, i find it a priviledge to be some people's pillar of support, i do get tired too. But that's okay, we all get tired, who dont? Just as long as we go hand in hand together, things will turn out fine. We can work things out together. Life maybe hard to get by some times, but its just to mould us into a stronger character. Be glad about what we have now, some other people are really not that blessed than we are. We whined & whined , but do we realised that our problems are nothing compared to others?

Everyone's lives is different. Some may be smooth-sailing, some might be full of unhappiness,but remember life itself is already a bonus, the rest are just complements. Be grateful about Today! - The Gift