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I have been having these feelings ever since the colleagues tender 1 by 1... ok,let's study how my feelings evolved...

when i quit my job in march, i was feeling lost & sad as i had too much free time on my hand and i missed working with my colleagues.. true that the working days were never easy as we have to chiong from morning till evening..& often,problems cropped up and we have to solve them 1st thus our daily work would be put aside..

The day was tiring but we all had fun "de-stressing" when we crapped together,not forgetting the late dinner deliveries that we called for.If you can still remember, that was the period i hardly have free time for myself.(In Oct 06 till Dec 06)I worked from 0830 till average of 10pm and a few times till 11+pm ... and i will go home & sleep before waking up for work again the next day...

later on,there were changes made to the work procedures and the situation turned better. At least,work becomes less tedious.Soon,i wanted to concentrate more on revising on my school work before the bridging courses start,so i quit in March and got myself a new job(less taxing but i quit in that particular week)

Later on, the ex co. asked if im interested to return to work but its a different job scope (which has flexible timing so that i can go to school in the evening and also take time off to study)

Thus,i went back. I felt happy working there although i didnt work with the same people..but still i get to see them all everyday. Soon,2 of my colleagues whom i worked closely for the past few months decided to tender... i was happy for them that they are moving on for better prospects but still a part of my heart feels sad.Memories of the past kept flashing across my mind...the days when i felt really tired in work and the support & enthusiasms i've received from them kept me moving... even though they themselves feel tired ...

yeah..so their last day of work arrived,i didnt know how should i react.The inner part of me told me to just capture the moments of that day. So you should have guess it,i requested to take a few photos together.

Later on, i heard news of other colleagues wanting to leave. Although we werent very close, i felt sad.Somehow, things werent the same anymore. Last year, all of us were still working together as a "family". Right now, what's left are remnants... The feeling is weird,to be working in the company still but without the rest of them. I understand how one of my colleagues feel.. in fact, it was quite demoralizing as most of your long time friends had left, and your fighting alone in the company. It just makes you feel like you dont want to work anymore.

I understand that everyone is moving on with their life and i am also moving on... but somehow or rather, i wish to blog what i am feeling ...Still, i am thankful for all these memories and people that i have met in life, for they gave me wonderful memories and i dare to say i was happy for the past few months ...

Would be going for a jog later to filter the mind... if you feel like you have alot in your head, try going for a jog.. it will make you feel better ...you will focus on your jog and your mind would be clear.

Last but not least, hope kl & her family enjoy their holiday tmr... Bon Voyage!