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Gd morning, its 0740 now.. having my breakfast now (wholemeal bread w a slice of cheese) plus coffee...

going out in awhile time... Did i mention that if i sleep very little, i would feel crappy? I am feeling alittle of that but not a serious one... Didnt know what got into me last night. I tried turning in around 11+ pm. I thought i was able to sleep well after the evening jog,but it turned out the other way round.

I was tossing in bed till 1+am i supposed and "almost" the whole night through.. my mind was so alert that i kept thinking of what i would be doing when i return to work on Monday and i felt so scared.I thought of what they are going to assign me with and i really feel like i dont want to go back to the same old life where i work so hard anymore. Perhaps the people who always work side by side with me are gone.They will always back me up when we faced problems together and i feel safe with them around. Now that they are gone, i cant help but to feel a fear in me.

I understand that i cant always be in the care of others, but still when i imagined the scene whereby im back to the same department w/o the old peeps, i am really really lost. Hopefully, when i resume work on Monday, things wouldnt be like what i've imagined. Everyone knows that reality is cruel in the workplace. I've always wanted to break that idea among the people, but i can only say, things can only be done till a certain extend, the rest of it, you have to leave it to God.

I shall end here. Hope i am able to finish my paper before time and go down for the registration in town and also dont have to queue so long..lol... byeee