Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Cherish her
Woke up @ 0530 today.. dont know why..cant seemed to fall asleep...hmm...
yesterday was my 1st lecture.. the lecturer stressed the importancy of attending lessons as it would make you save more time than self study which you may not even understand after spending hours on it.... There were refreshments but i didnt eat it... had my M&M (peanuts) ... there was about 20-30 mins of break ... not sure if it has been too long i last had a lecture.. but i found some students rather rowdy ... they spoke to their group of friends like they wanted the people around to know what was going on too.. after lecture..the bus stop was full of people ... luckily, the journey home took about 45 minutes...
I was telling mom how my lectures are going & she looked worried..haha..its always the case..she even asked if i feel very stressed up,that's why i woke up so early today... She was folding those 'boxes' using magazine papers ...those 'boxes' where it is half open w/o a lit so you can throw your stuff in? Like Chicken bones or Fish bones... there i watched her ...using full concentration of hers..sitting on the floor folding it... i suddenly feel so much... these few months..i have grown impatient towards her... whenever she talks .. i would feel so reluctant to talk to her nicely .. often quick to end the conversation with her.. this sets me thinking once again... how many of 'today' are we all left with to continue with all these acts? Do i have to wait till the very end when i have to regret than i would start to cherish what i've been blessed with...? It aint easy to stick to this thought ...that is to cherish... reminded myself many times.. but it seemed like abiding to it is another thing...
just got home from breakfast with Dad .. had dried Mee Ta Mak & 2 slices of butter toast plus coffee... its 0822 now... brand new day to start ahead... i was writing my short term & long term goal this morning... the motivation is there..but soon..it was overcame by the thought that i shouldnt take myself too seriously sometimes... it looks like the motivation comes from wanting to live a more comfortable life in future.. but who knows what might actually be evolving while i am busy chasing after all these dreams & goals of mine? Not to say that we should just live a life without dreams or goals.. just that we have to be constantly reminded that some stuffs may appear to be of great significance, may one day be of the least significance ....
Right now.. my focus would be on my studies & to make sure i do the correct things in life..
yesterday was my 1st lecture.. the lecturer stressed the importancy of attending lessons as it would make you save more time than self study which you may not even understand after spending hours on it.... There were refreshments but i didnt eat it... had my M&M (peanuts) ... there was about 20-30 mins of break ... not sure if it has been too long i last had a lecture.. but i found some students rather rowdy ... they spoke to their group of friends like they wanted the people around to know what was going on too.. after lecture..the bus stop was full of people ... luckily, the journey home took about 45 minutes...
I was telling mom how my lectures are going & she looked worried..haha..its always the case..she even asked if i feel very stressed up,that's why i woke up so early today... She was folding those 'boxes' using magazine papers ...those 'boxes' where it is half open w/o a lit so you can throw your stuff in? Like Chicken bones or Fish bones... there i watched her ...using full concentration of hers..sitting on the floor folding it... i suddenly feel so much... these few months..i have grown impatient towards her... whenever she talks .. i would feel so reluctant to talk to her nicely .. often quick to end the conversation with her.. this sets me thinking once again... how many of 'today' are we all left with to continue with all these acts? Do i have to wait till the very end when i have to regret than i would start to cherish what i've been blessed with...? It aint easy to stick to this thought ...that is to cherish... reminded myself many times.. but it seemed like abiding to it is another thing...
just got home from breakfast with Dad .. had dried Mee Ta Mak & 2 slices of butter toast plus coffee... its 0822 now... brand new day to start ahead... i was writing my short term & long term goal this morning... the motivation is there..but soon..it was overcame by the thought that i shouldnt take myself too seriously sometimes... it looks like the motivation comes from wanting to live a more comfortable life in future.. but who knows what might actually be evolving while i am busy chasing after all these dreams & goals of mine? Not to say that we should just live a life without dreams or goals.. just that we have to be constantly reminded that some stuffs may appear to be of great significance, may one day be of the least significance ....
Right now.. my focus would be on my studies & to make sure i do the correct things in life..
# posted by ch3mysTery : 7:03 AM
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