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I've set the alarm at 0800 ... only to wake up at 1000 this morning. ... didnt know why i feel so tired...anyway...i always have this problem of going to the toilet very often like every 20-30 mins if i drank more water as usual.. the peeps who go out with me will know how troublesome i'll get if i drink too much...sometimes it just seems like

input = output (as though the body didnt absorb the water at all!)

recently..i came across some articles relating to Diabetes....& here are some of the symptoms..

• Frequent urination
• Excessive thirst
• Extreme hunger
• Unusual weight loss
• Increased fatigue
• Irritability
• Blurry vision

hmm.. it appears that i almost have all the symptoms mentioned above..haha..i noe ur goin to say i tink too much... but den i cant really explain the weight loss i had ...ate regularly & sometimes more than average..oh..& i remembered suffering from blur vision once...it happened last yr during work... wadeva view from the sides are all blurry...& it took awhile before everything returns to normal... I feel a checkup is what i need to satisfy my doubts & worries..Hopefully..im not going to get a bad report...

Managed to only do abit of Maths (Functions) as i couldnt understand the workings for the later part... & i proceeded to studying Econs..it was better than maths still...haha..

somehow for this week..i didnt feel that lost as compared to last week... was it that im too used to being with my colleagues ....(we worked together as least 12 hours per day)..or that as time passes by... whatever we have built up is going to be eroded sooner or later? Somehow.. it just feels this way for me... when we stopped contacting as often as we should.. the distance just increases ...& soon...we'll even feel comfortable with the lesser contacts as if it should be the case initially... It appears as if memories you have with people in different stages of your life.. stayed only for a short while..& den the feelings you attached to those memories are changing as time goes by... its either u feel very much for them still or that you just cant be bothered with them anymore (those memories might be very precious for you @ that point of time)...Does it happen this way for you too?

Somehow i feel ...human relationships are still fragile as ever... if you want a strong one..u gotta put in the effort to grow them..... but initiative alone is insufficient.. because it takes 2 hands to clap... so in the end.. its either you have it or lose it... im sure you have countless of experiences like this... ?

Guessed being through the ups & downs with the people around will allow you to cherish them more ... but the "Ups & Downs" are not self-created usually... it just happens...& we have to face them... it is during the time of trials that we feel the most ... perhaps the sensitivity levels up to the max.... & that's how feelings evolve...

Hmm... cant deny that once some thing has passed..its over ... what we can do for now is to continue living the present while creating even happier memories than before... Although once in awhile...you will feel all alone in this world although you have "close" friends... who doesnt feel like this anyway?

Alright..i think i'll end this post... blog next time ....