Thursday, August 10, 2006
what i've learnt along the way
hi...lately ive been having alot of thoughts in me...more of negative ones... but im not into depression la...its quite draining for the mind actually to feel negative..
alrite..my new job is to do costing.. it is my 1st time doing a job like this... i noe every job has its own difficulties & such... many people wud say
"aiya..work is like that one ma..u muz tolerate...after that everything wud be ok"
"u go anywhere also same...so u dun juz quit when u meet difficulties"
i agreed with everything that is being mentioned.. but sometimes..things juz aint that easy as it seemed... its not about the work scope..but more of human beings involved...
this job allows me to reflect on many stuffs...
1)how shud i train myself to communicate well with all types of people...
2)to earn a living is really tough... (i feel even more for this sentence when im on this job)
3)still discovering what i prefer to do in life...many times..i thot i found out wad i like to do..but when i jumped in..i realised im still "exploring" wad's going on around me...
4)making mistakes in life is ok..but the surrounding environment is "programming" us into believing that, to make mistakes is a taboo...
5)when i cant do my stuff well.. im easily demoralized..y so?
6)with qualification u can go far? i always thought so..but lately i realised no matter wad..u nid to start from the lower level to gain experiences..
7)sometimes im too eager to see the RESULTS that i want,but nv to realise that everything takes effort & hardwork to succeed..not juz some easy tasks or luck
8)to be highly educated doesnt mean anything..wad matters is how u grow spiritually in life...
9)when i quit so easily in life..does it makes me to be like a weakling?
10)if i dun enjoy the things i do..do i continue and try to make myself love wad im doing?
11)im glad that im still "young" , i have the time-advantage to venture around ...
12) how do i train myself to work more efficiently under a stress situation.
13)mom & dad can never protect me all the time..i nid to defend for myself under all circumstances...
14) if im not totally in the wrong.. do i keep quiet to avoid more conflicts or do i express my stand?
15)i feel comforted when i share my troubles with closed ones...
16)why am i always going in & out of jobs?
17)how do i make sure that i can work for months for my next job?
18)how do i make a difference in others' life?
19)am i taking life too seriously?
20)i need to practice what i preach...
21)will i ever make it on time???
22)GOD put us through any situations for good reasons i believe..
23)how can i be not so "gan qing yong shi"?
so many stuffs were running through my head...whether be it in the bus or when im eating lunch or so...
hm... im going to spend these few days to consider carefully wad's my next step ..maybe too much changes make ppl feel uncertainties ..or u can call it no sense of assurance or comfort..that's what i felt ba... like when ur not making progress in life..but walkin around in circles.. u'll feel abit blue..looks like the problems lie in u? Hmmm.....
alrite..my new job is to do costing.. it is my 1st time doing a job like this... i noe every job has its own difficulties & such... many people wud say
"aiya..work is like that one ma..u muz tolerate...after that everything wud be ok"
"u go anywhere also same...so u dun juz quit when u meet difficulties"
i agreed with everything that is being mentioned.. but sometimes..things juz aint that easy as it seemed... its not about the work scope..but more of human beings involved...
this job allows me to reflect on many stuffs...
1)how shud i train myself to communicate well with all types of people...
2)to earn a living is really tough... (i feel even more for this sentence when im on this job)
3)still discovering what i prefer to do in life...many times..i thot i found out wad i like to do..but when i jumped in..i realised im still "exploring" wad's going on around me...
4)making mistakes in life is ok..but the surrounding environment is "programming" us into believing that, to make mistakes is a taboo...
5)when i cant do my stuff well.. im easily demoralized..y so?
6)with qualification u can go far? i always thought so..but lately i realised no matter wad..u nid to start from the lower level to gain experiences..
7)sometimes im too eager to see the RESULTS that i want,but nv to realise that everything takes effort & hardwork to succeed..not juz some easy tasks or luck
8)to be highly educated doesnt mean anything..wad matters is how u grow spiritually in life...
9)when i quit so easily in life..does it makes me to be like a weakling?
10)if i dun enjoy the things i do..do i continue and try to make myself love wad im doing?
11)im glad that im still "young" , i have the time-advantage to venture around ...
12) how do i train myself to work more efficiently under a stress situation.
13)mom & dad can never protect me all the time..i nid to defend for myself under all circumstances...
14) if im not totally in the wrong.. do i keep quiet to avoid more conflicts or do i express my stand?
15)i feel comforted when i share my troubles with closed ones...
16)why am i always going in & out of jobs?
17)how do i make sure that i can work for months for my next job?
18)how do i make a difference in others' life?
19)am i taking life too seriously?
20)i need to practice what i preach...
21)will i ever make it on time???
22)GOD put us through any situations for good reasons i believe..
23)how can i be not so "gan qing yong shi"?
so many stuffs were running through my head...whether be it in the bus or when im eating lunch or so...
hm... im going to spend these few days to consider carefully wad's my next step ..maybe too much changes make ppl feel uncertainties ..or u can call it no sense of assurance or comfort..that's what i felt ba... like when ur not making progress in life..but walkin around in circles.. u'll feel abit blue..looks like the problems lie in u? Hmmm.....
# posted by ch3mysTery : 8:22 PM
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