Thursday, June 29, 2006
not sleeping again
hm... ydae went jogging with kl again . .after jogging..we decided to walk around kovan..so we went in to check out cold storage & also ntuc...haha..dont ask me why.. but i love strolling in there to look @ the food.. the honey baked wings caught mine eyes ..lol..but i didnt buy it coz i didnt bring any money...
yup.. we went to drink the pao pao cha as usual..& i felt like eating french fries..so we ordered a large fries & shared . .like that wun let our jogs down..coz the calories intake is cut down to halve... haha..
we left for home ard 8pm..& i slowly did my stuff...took a slow bathe..everything was not rushing..& i love the feel of it .. surfed the net for awhile..b4 i decide to read up the books i've borrowed ... ard 0040..i decided to sleep...but....i tossed...& i turned...i tossed...& i turned...till 0430...
i guessed the reason im still awake could be that im feeling hungry...lol..coz i didnt hav dinner after the jog..tinking that the sugar content in the bubble tea & the fries served enuff calories...i was so wrong... i kept tinking of what to have for breakfast... Mee kia..or mee pok? Lol.. so i went for breakfast with dad..had 2 half-boiled eggs..& 1 dry mee kia...yummy* satisfied my hunger..
now its still early... 0825 ..been feeling enthusiatic lately... lol..juz feel like doing wadeva i felt like doing ... although im still un-employed for the moment...but im enjoying every moment of being slow in everything i do...i read the book..it says something like "allow urself to be bored" becoz the feelings of boredom would be replaced with feelings of peace..& after some practice..you'll learn to relax..i find this quite true... so next time..when ur feeling bored..be glad that u r!!
hm...for todae..i tink im going to continue on my small "project" ... & catch up abit on my sleep..
oh ya..ydae i was chatting with kl.. & i talked about feeling abit out of track when i found myself not getting into university like what the society has instilled into ur mind when ur growing up...the cycle goes like this...
Primary school > Secondary school > Jc/Poly/ITE > University
& my cycle "ended" @ the 3rd stage.. although i kept reminding myself that its alright not to attend university.. but i can say that the society has succeeded in its effort in having us brainwashed since young ... into tinking attending university is necessary .. .
bleahz... not that i regretted not putting more efforts in my studies.. hm...perhaps i need something in my life now to show myself that education/learning doesnt stop when ur not schooling/attending lessons in a building or wadsoever... anyway...its not that important now... wad matter most now is "the plan" to reach my ultimate goal... & that.. im still working hard on..
yup.. we went to drink the pao pao cha as usual..& i felt like eating french fries..so we ordered a large fries & shared . .like that wun let our jogs down..coz the calories intake is cut down to halve... haha..
we left for home ard 8pm..& i slowly did my stuff...took a slow bathe..everything was not rushing..& i love the feel of it .. surfed the net for awhile..b4 i decide to read up the books i've borrowed ... ard 0040..i decided to sleep...but....i tossed...& i turned...i tossed...& i turned...till 0430...
i guessed the reason im still awake could be that im feeling hungry...lol..coz i didnt hav dinner after the jog..tinking that the sugar content in the bubble tea & the fries served enuff calories...i was so wrong... i kept tinking of what to have for breakfast... Mee kia..or mee pok? Lol.. so i went for breakfast with dad..had 2 half-boiled eggs..& 1 dry mee kia...yummy* satisfied my hunger..
now its still early... 0825 ..been feeling enthusiatic lately... lol..juz feel like doing wadeva i felt like doing ... although im still un-employed for the moment...but im enjoying every moment of being slow in everything i do...i read the book..it says something like "allow urself to be bored" becoz the feelings of boredom would be replaced with feelings of peace..& after some practice..you'll learn to relax..i find this quite true... so next time..when ur feeling bored..be glad that u r!!
hm...for todae..i tink im going to continue on my small "project" ... & catch up abit on my sleep..
oh ya..ydae i was chatting with kl.. & i talked about feeling abit out of track when i found myself not getting into university like what the society has instilled into ur mind when ur growing up...the cycle goes like this...
Primary school > Secondary school > Jc/Poly/ITE > University
& my cycle "ended" @ the 3rd stage.. although i kept reminding myself that its alright not to attend university.. but i can say that the society has succeeded in its effort in having us brainwashed since young ... into tinking attending university is necessary .. .
bleahz... not that i regretted not putting more efforts in my studies.. hm...perhaps i need something in my life now to show myself that education/learning doesnt stop when ur not schooling/attending lessons in a building or wadsoever... anyway...its not that important now... wad matter most now is "the plan" to reach my ultimate goal... & that.. im still working hard on..
# posted by ch3mysTery : 8:19 AM
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