Wednesday, June 14, 2006
feeling nostalgic
Hm...feeling rather nostalgic todae... is it the music that im hearing that causes me to feel this way? ydae was the graduation day...but i didnt go.... will be returning to sch to get my cert ...
does my education ends here? I hope not .. .still remember the 1st semester ... i dont really mix around with the peeps around me... & there i was abit lonely..dunoe where to go before lessons start... & how i always wanted to get home ASAP after sch... the bus stop is always crowded with peeps...& i dun feel good with peeps crowding around me....
soon... i started mixing around... but still... i dun really like the bus stop..haha... it just makes me feels uneasy... anyway... i started to feel normal after the 2nd yr or so ba...actually..there's just so much to talk about sch... but i dun wish to type out every single details...
the part i like about sch will be the study break!!! hahaha.. coz i can laze around @ home & do things at my own pace.. . hmm... seemed like its time to move on to another phase of my life... some of dem continue their education in the universities..some go to work . .. .
what about me? Hmm...things are uncertain for now... i've received the letter to go for assessment next tues... wonder how things will turn out? will i be employed? If im not employed... what's next? I'm thinking of working first b4 getting myself enrolled for Sch again next yr...? Should i or should i not? Or mayb i shud work for a few years b4 considering sch again...perhaps by then.. i would have chosen not to further studies..the "burden" would be there soon . ..if im not employed..what kindof job should i go searching for? such a dilemma sia...sianz...
hm...if i do get employed... den...further studies would be out for 2.5 years ba... now its too early to conclude anything... just move along with the flow ba... i tink im kinda WOLS leh..i only started to miss schooling recently nia...
well..it has been quite some time since i last saw 35026 le... perhaps goin 1 month le ba..didnt manage to meet up with dem becoz of work... the few weeks do appear like months to me though... seemed like im doing things on my own lately... watchin videos alone...listenin to songs alone... working "alone"... hm...maybe this is the start of everything ba...
anyway,i feel like goin to Pulau Ubin to cycle & walk ...haha..guess it wouldnt be possible for now...& also bowling!! maybe i shud ask my ex-colleague out to bowl... & also..feeling like goin to developing countries for a break... it isnt like im working very hard now..but sometimes..i feel "emptiness" in me...& wish to go for a short holiday... the holiday will provide time for refreshment&reflections...
Hehe..the little boy next door is making progress with his numbers counting !! just heard it...he can count from 1-10..so cuteeeee...
gotta work tmr,fridae & sundae...sunday gonna work from 2000-0600 . .. hope the day will be good... God bless me..lol... shall end here...bye
does my education ends here? I hope not .. .still remember the 1st semester ... i dont really mix around with the peeps around me... & there i was abit lonely..dunoe where to go before lessons start... & how i always wanted to get home ASAP after sch... the bus stop is always crowded with peeps...& i dun feel good with peeps crowding around me....
soon... i started mixing around... but still... i dun really like the bus stop..haha... it just makes me feels uneasy... anyway... i started to feel normal after the 2nd yr or so ba...actually..there's just so much to talk about sch... but i dun wish to type out every single details...
the part i like about sch will be the study break!!! hahaha.. coz i can laze around @ home & do things at my own pace.. . hmm... seemed like its time to move on to another phase of my life... some of dem continue their education in the universities..some go to work . .. .
what about me? Hmm...things are uncertain for now... i've received the letter to go for assessment next tues... wonder how things will turn out? will i be employed? If im not employed... what's next? I'm thinking of working first b4 getting myself enrolled for Sch again next yr...? Should i or should i not? Or mayb i shud work for a few years b4 considering sch again...perhaps by then.. i would have chosen not to further studies..the "burden" would be there soon . ..if im not employed..what kindof job should i go searching for? such a dilemma sia...sianz...
hm...if i do get employed... den...further studies would be out for 2.5 years ba... now its too early to conclude anything... just move along with the flow ba... i tink im kinda WOLS leh..i only started to miss schooling recently nia...
well..it has been quite some time since i last saw 35026 le... perhaps goin 1 month le ba..didnt manage to meet up with dem becoz of work... the few weeks do appear like months to me though... seemed like im doing things on my own lately... watchin videos alone...listenin to songs alone... working "alone"... hm...maybe this is the start of everything ba...
anyway,i feel like goin to Pulau Ubin to cycle & walk ...haha..guess it wouldnt be possible for now...& also bowling!! maybe i shud ask my ex-colleague out to bowl... & also..feeling like goin to developing countries for a break... it isnt like im working very hard now..but sometimes..i feel "emptiness" in me...& wish to go for a short holiday... the holiday will provide time for refreshment&reflections...
Hehe..the little boy next door is making progress with his numbers counting !! just heard it...he can count from 1-10..so cuteeeee...
gotta work tmr,fridae & sundae...sunday gonna work from 2000-0600 . .. hope the day will be good... God bless me..lol... shall end here...bye
# posted by ch3mysTery : 1:28 PM
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