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deleted the previous post... lol.. dunoe why suddenly my system cant read chinese words.. anyway.. i thought this skin has this mysterious feeling & i like it ... heh ...

hmm... was thinking what my future holds ... & im abit tired of slacking around... bleahz.. has been slacking for 1 week plus lieo..getting bored.. everyday slept till noon... watch drama...surfed net...watched tv... sleep...felt so wasted ....

hmm... hopefully...in the future... i would be able to afford more travels-about with 35026 ... hmm... really wonder if i can get into uni... if not its okay with me... coz im prepared to go to work ... i hope my life wouldnt be monotonous after the posting result is out...yeah...really hope im able to draw something interesting out of a plain paper ... that is to lead a fulfiling life...

sometimes... i feel that its difficult to let go of certain stuff... sometimes... i am able to forget all about them... but when my head is led by the negative juices ... i am again reminded of them..i dont wanna feel this way cause it made me down ...& become more pessimistic...

i thought i was able to differentiate things among themselves ... but to think again... what you see or feel ... may not actually be what it actually is ... only time can tell ... are you patient enough to wait ?