Thursday, January 19, 2006
fakey
how the world revolves around you and you dont feel your a part of it ... everything around looks so fake sometimes...it is as if your watching yourself on tv..... someone trying to live his/her own life ... yet it just feels like your not doing so in real life...
was laying my head back in the bus..with the songs playing in my ears... perhaps the songs did the job ... the job of having me to tink that the world has changed so rapidly that i cant keep up with it .... the people...the technology .... the thoughts... its scary sometimes .... as much as i strived to close the "gap" ... i found the distance getting further....
i wonder how long it took me to realise that the smile has to be "plastered" on the face ..& not truely from the soul ...
you see me typing in a chirpy mood other days... now come to tink of it ... i still have not live my life to the fullest .... What do i actually want ?
Humans are a strange lot ... and i am one too ...
was laying my head back in the bus..with the songs playing in my ears... perhaps the songs did the job ... the job of having me to tink that the world has changed so rapidly that i cant keep up with it .... the people...the technology .... the thoughts... its scary sometimes .... as much as i strived to close the "gap" ... i found the distance getting further....
i wonder how long it took me to realise that the smile has to be "plastered" on the face ..& not truely from the soul ...
you see me typing in a chirpy mood other days... now come to tink of it ... i still have not live my life to the fullest .... What do i actually want ?
Humans are a strange lot ... and i am one too ...
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