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sian..i hate myself for now...seriously...i hate this feeling....although it will go off awhile later...i thot i've lost a part of me quite some time ago....i can feel that some part of my personality has been chipped off.... i nid guidance once again...hopefully...i'll changed for the better...i need to change my "stupid" thinkings too .... where has all the simplicity gone to? I've always look upon it as my goal of life...but now..it seemed like it has disappeared...& im walking in another tunnel where i tink i noe where it'll lead me to..but in reality...im off track..

i wonder wad has actually taken place all these while... that leads to such behaviour...my hunger for some thing is realli bad...till i realised that it has taken control of me & also eating up on my character....

i need a change...& it will be N-O-W

May the Lord shows some light upon me & bring me back on the right track. Amen.