Saturday, September 24, 2005
new layout,the archive,pasts that made me smile.
hello! notice the new layout? actually i didnt mean to change it...i was playing around...u noe the trial & error stuff...yup..i copied the previous layout's html to MSword..& experimented with this new one...juz as i thot i replaced the old one back to the templates & republished it....& i did not save a copy for Word...i ended up with this layout...haha...not to say i dislike it...i actually like this layout...but i didnt want to make a change so soon...in the end...im "forced" to change...wad a joke..lol...
yeah...i did nothing much todae..except to kill a mosquito! Haha...yeah...i chatted with Bee online this afternoon for bout an hour....before i watched "Zhen Qing" ..
yeah..had dinner & stuff....watched tv...& came online....i was reading my archives...& somehow..i felt good to be able to fall back on the past... i was reading from the month for May all the way till September..when i was complaining about work & colleagues..how tired i got from those late nites trying to piah those deals...how i had enjoyable lunch with colleagues...how i spent my weekends with the peeps to EAT... how i felt when i knew i had just abit more time in the office before internship ends..how i left office on the last day & how i felt when i went back for visit....so many scenes started forming in my head...i had been visualising those days when i hated the office & the peeps & how everything changed...im still back to square ya...lol...i still misses them & the sh*t i've been thru...haha..ok la..not that bad la...@ least it somehow moulded me...i knew i had grown ....a.l.o.t this 4 months...& im thankful for the experience....even though in the first place...i felt i was damm sway...if i haven been to Cambodia..i wouldnt hav landed in the section...i would have been in another section...but hey....im seriously thankful for everything that's in my life...although i didnt feel good in the beginning..but things hav changed & proven for itself ...
so sorry that you have been constantly re-reading about how those days were...i juz wanted to type all those feelings i had @ this very moment...& also to remind u peeps to cherish the present...once today's gone...it becomes tomorrow..& u'll never get today back...things not always that bad once you clear the hurdles... ^-^
arghhh....i was on the bed juz now..& i crazily sang many old songs...LOL..& i happened to sing Sun Yan Zi ,"Yu Jian"..i was reminded of 1 of my colleague, Flora...i remember her humming this song in office...or...shud i say...i happened to hear her humming a number of times the melody...Flora is from another section..but when i hav to use the comp next to her desk every morning...we will "interact" abit...i will want to borrow her staple lah..pen lah...yeah...& whenever she has to collect her printouts..she will hav to walk past me..she will always "disturb" me...
i still remember the last few days in the office..she was realli counting down for me...she will remind me of how many days i was left with...although in the 1st place i was realli happy when counting down..but she didnt noe that from the start of August...i was dreading the countdowns...i even lost the interest to strikeoff the calendar...i didnt want to go anymore...
haiz...& i realised the 2 times i went back..i hardly interacted with her...come to tink of it..i felt bad....if i m goin to be up there in the office on Tues...i will want to chat with her again...
woo...so emotional hor...these are precious memories...sometimes...i felt i had so much to tell them...my feelings..but when i actually meet dem...the buziness kept us apart...i did not hav much chance to catch up with dem..let alone talk about my feelings....haiz..
yeah...might be getting a job soon...Bee helped me out la...the agent called me...& i've sent my resume..now waiting to be called up...hope to start on Wed thou...coz Tues..i had badminton & lunch appointment..dun reali want to miss it.....
alrite...blog next time....
*i hope all of you are doing fine & although i may hav say it before...i still wanna thank you peeps for ur time & memories ...*
Serene
yeah...i did nothing much todae..except to kill a mosquito! Haha...yeah...i chatted with Bee online this afternoon for bout an hour....before i watched "Zhen Qing" ..
yeah..had dinner & stuff....watched tv...& came online....i was reading my archives...& somehow..i felt good to be able to fall back on the past... i was reading from the month for May all the way till September..when i was complaining about work & colleagues..how tired i got from those late nites trying to piah those deals...how i had enjoyable lunch with colleagues...how i spent my weekends with the peeps to EAT... how i felt when i knew i had just abit more time in the office before internship ends..how i left office on the last day & how i felt when i went back for visit....so many scenes started forming in my head...i had been visualising those days when i hated the office & the peeps & how everything changed...im still back to square ya...lol...i still misses them & the sh*t i've been thru...haha..ok la..not that bad la...@ least it somehow moulded me...i knew i had grown ....a.l.o.t this 4 months...& im thankful for the experience....even though in the first place...i felt i was damm sway...if i haven been to Cambodia..i wouldnt hav landed in the section...i would have been in another section...but hey....im seriously thankful for everything that's in my life...although i didnt feel good in the beginning..but things hav changed & proven for itself ...
so sorry that you have been constantly re-reading about how those days were...i juz wanted to type all those feelings i had @ this very moment...& also to remind u peeps to cherish the present...once today's gone...it becomes tomorrow..& u'll never get today back...things not always that bad once you clear the hurdles... ^-^
arghhh....i was on the bed juz now..& i crazily sang many old songs...LOL..& i happened to sing Sun Yan Zi ,"Yu Jian"..i was reminded of 1 of my colleague, Flora...i remember her humming this song in office...or...shud i say...i happened to hear her humming a number of times the melody...Flora is from another section..but when i hav to use the comp next to her desk every morning...we will "interact" abit...i will want to borrow her staple lah..pen lah...yeah...& whenever she has to collect her printouts..she will hav to walk past me..she will always "disturb" me...
i still remember the last few days in the office..she was realli counting down for me...she will remind me of how many days i was left with...although in the 1st place i was realli happy when counting down..but she didnt noe that from the start of August...i was dreading the countdowns...i even lost the interest to strikeoff the calendar...i didnt want to go anymore...
haiz...& i realised the 2 times i went back..i hardly interacted with her...come to tink of it..i felt bad....if i m goin to be up there in the office on Tues...i will want to chat with her again...
woo...so emotional hor...these are precious memories...sometimes...i felt i had so much to tell them...my feelings..but when i actually meet dem...the buziness kept us apart...i did not hav much chance to catch up with dem..let alone talk about my feelings....haiz..
yeah...might be getting a job soon...Bee helped me out la...the agent called me...& i've sent my resume..now waiting to be called up...hope to start on Wed thou...coz Tues..i had badminton & lunch appointment..dun reali want to miss it.....
alrite...blog next time....
*i hope all of you are doing fine & although i may hav say it before...i still wanna thank you peeps for ur time & memories ...*
Serene
# posted by ch3mysTery : 9:58 PM
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