Thursday, September 29, 2005
Depression
hi ppl...dunoe what the hell happened ..the layout seemed so out of place as im typing....yeah...went for the interview today somewhere in the WEST...woah...first time i go interview on my own...& also to somewhere im totally unfamiliar with...the wild wild WEST....in order not to be late...i went out 1.5 hr early....
got there 15 mins early....guessed wad??? The whole interview juz took me 5 mins....WTH? besides..the person who interviewed me doesnt seem interested @ all... ok...fine with that...i guessed there are 2 reasons if they dun wanna hire me...1st reason...i lacked of the skills they r looking for...2nd reason...they judged u by ur appearance...anyway..the person said they will contact me again...this..i realli hope they tell me sorry im not suitable for the job or that they have already found some1 else...suddenly after the trip todae...my mood to work suddenly came to point zero...i juz hope no1 comes bother me for the time being...& leave me to myself....
after the whole interview...i felt so damm depressed...not that i cant take the "rejection". .. .the feeling juz came so suddenly....perhaps i have already been suffering from depression judging from the isomnia that i suffered & the poor appetite lately...i felt so lonely juz now...seemed like i've been to a foreign place.. felt the urge to travel to some places where im familiar with...to feel some security....
took the train back...along the way..felt so much like crying....GRRRRRrrrrR...but didnt la...juz felt very blue todae......haiz.
got there 15 mins early....guessed wad??? The whole interview juz took me 5 mins....WTH? besides..the person who interviewed me doesnt seem interested @ all... ok...fine with that...i guessed there are 2 reasons if they dun wanna hire me...1st reason...i lacked of the skills they r looking for...2nd reason...they judged u by ur appearance...anyway..the person said they will contact me again...this..i realli hope they tell me sorry im not suitable for the job or that they have already found some1 else...suddenly after the trip todae...my mood to work suddenly came to point zero...i juz hope no1 comes bother me for the time being...& leave me to myself....
after the whole interview...i felt so damm depressed...not that i cant take the "rejection". .. .the feeling juz came so suddenly....perhaps i have already been suffering from depression judging from the isomnia that i suffered & the poor appetite lately...i felt so lonely juz now...seemed like i've been to a foreign place.. felt the urge to travel to some places where im familiar with...to feel some security....
took the train back...along the way..felt so much like crying....GRRRRRrrrrR...but didnt la...juz felt very blue todae......haiz.
# posted by ch3mysTery : 5:22 PM
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friend, maybe you're just tired of seeking for jobs already because it's like getting nowhere? c'mon, cheer up. you're not suffering from depression. just the blues or moodswings. take care. (:
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