Tuesday, August 09, 2005
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Happy 40th Birthday Singapore! :)
this yr cant go NDP le...at least last yr i still managed to catch the preview....hmm..
ydae work was fine..hehe..i managed to leave office at 8pm..& colleagues frm another section made fun of me... :P
ydae,during lunch time...colleague& i walked past the Jean Yip fair..den colleague kana approached..den i kpo lor..went back to see..den kana also..lol...in the end..i went to sign up for the 1-time clarity facial...quite excited about it la..but im afraid of the pain...might be doing it next week bah.... hee
abit sian now ar...listening to Pan Wei Bo-Gen Wo Zou Ba ... quite nice...hmm..been thinking abit lately...ever since i started my ATP...i found myself being forced to grow up..sometimes..i will tell my colleague that im not even 19...why am i in such situation le,but i guessed..every1 has to grow up someday...not to say that i think i very mature lah, but i think somehow..my thinking changed quite abit le...in workplace...u must learn to protect urself...from the ppl..the environment...i tink i hav not master them yet...colleague was telling me not to be so blur during work...dun everything also dunoe...i noe wad's she is trying to tell me...although she dun say it directly...because of a recent case(a blame is nearly slapped upon me..or maybe the blame has already been slapped upon me) she's trying to teach me how to protect myself & not to be taken advantage of...this i thank her for that...but hor...her temper muz change abit la...lol..abit "spoilt" leh...anyway..im not in any position to tell her that...hopefully..someday..she will hav a better temper...
sian ar sian...why must we grow up so fast... ydae was national day eve...therefore students wearing Red&white are a common sight...i see the way they behaved...reminds me of my secondary sch days....how i wish at that point of time..i can revert to being a student....after diploma...muz consider again..the path i wanna go....dilemma ... i havin 2nd thots of further studies...i tink even if i further studies..the most i get is a degree...better paper qualification...but does it necessary provides me with a better future?maybe if no degree...will lose out job opportunities bah...in the future...i supposed the lowest level of education is Tertiary....school fees is another thing to consider..
sometimes,we dream of our future..how we want it to be...but as time goes by...i found that wad we dream of...is often far frm reality...we were told to dream...but nobody told us how to achieve our dreams...we have to do it on our own...i've missed some of my dreams le...my dream of getting into (1st)Biomedical...so that i can go towards (2nd)forensic science...
Reality is..i got into Acc .... & .....im left with "choices" which i've implemented along the way......during sec4...i was filled with hope that i can be a forensic scientist in future...but not anymore...now..i haf to find another dream of mine...& the hope is diminishing...the hope is still there..but you just got the feeling...u may not make it....just like history will repeat for wad has happened in the past(sec4)...
Sorry peeps..if i sound negative...but..reality is cruel...right now..i just hope that im able to spend quality time with my family & frens....& the rest .... im still "implementing".. my hope now is to open a shop with them, open a beach pub....so that i can chill by the beach while working..haaa
alrite..shall end here...later going J8 to dine with Peng&Bee... yeah..ciaoz!
this yr cant go NDP le...at least last yr i still managed to catch the preview....hmm..
ydae work was fine..hehe..i managed to leave office at 8pm..& colleagues frm another section made fun of me... :P
ydae,during lunch time...colleague& i walked past the Jean Yip fair..den colleague kana approached..den i kpo lor..went back to see..den kana also..lol...in the end..i went to sign up for the 1-time clarity facial...quite excited about it la..but im afraid of the pain...might be doing it next week bah.... hee
abit sian now ar...listening to Pan Wei Bo-Gen Wo Zou Ba ... quite nice...hmm..been thinking abit lately...ever since i started my ATP...i found myself being forced to grow up..sometimes..i will tell my colleague that im not even 19...why am i in such situation le,but i guessed..every1 has to grow up someday...not to say that i think i very mature lah, but i think somehow..my thinking changed quite abit le...in workplace...u must learn to protect urself...from the ppl..the environment...i tink i hav not master them yet...colleague was telling me not to be so blur during work...dun everything also dunoe...i noe wad's she is trying to tell me...although she dun say it directly...because of a recent case(a blame is nearly slapped upon me..or maybe the blame has already been slapped upon me) she's trying to teach me how to protect myself & not to be taken advantage of...this i thank her for that...but hor...her temper muz change abit la...lol..abit "spoilt" leh...anyway..im not in any position to tell her that...hopefully..someday..she will hav a better temper...
sian ar sian...why must we grow up so fast... ydae was national day eve...therefore students wearing Red&white are a common sight...i see the way they behaved...reminds me of my secondary sch days....how i wish at that point of time..i can revert to being a student....after diploma...muz consider again..the path i wanna go....dilemma ... i havin 2nd thots of further studies...i tink even if i further studies..the most i get is a degree...better paper qualification...but does it necessary provides me with a better future?maybe if no degree...will lose out job opportunities bah...in the future...i supposed the lowest level of education is Tertiary....school fees is another thing to consider..
sometimes,we dream of our future..how we want it to be...but as time goes by...i found that wad we dream of...is often far frm reality...we were told to dream...but nobody told us how to achieve our dreams...we have to do it on our own...i've missed some of my dreams le...my dream of getting into (1st)Biomedical...so that i can go towards (2nd)forensic science...
Reality is..i got into Acc .... & .....im left with "choices" which i've implemented along the way......during sec4...i was filled with hope that i can be a forensic scientist in future...but not anymore...now..i haf to find another dream of mine...& the hope is diminishing...the hope is still there..but you just got the feeling...u may not make it....just like history will repeat for wad has happened in the past(sec4)...
Sorry peeps..if i sound negative...but..reality is cruel...right now..i just hope that im able to spend quality time with my family & frens....& the rest .... im still "implementing".. my hope now is to open a shop with them, open a beach pub....so that i can chill by the beach while working..haaa
alrite..shall end here...later going J8 to dine with Peng&Bee... yeah..ciaoz!
# posted by ch3mysTery : 10:57 AM
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