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Im freaking tired of my working life la...wad the hell?!...im so "loved" by the ppl there...u hear my name all day long,round the corner...yes!! & when u hear nth..most probably..i'll be busy doing wad they hav "instructed" me to do....WTH??? Am i there to learn or be their part-time labourer?????

yesterdae my tears nearly flood out sia...i was so damm pek cek...some of my frens asked me wad time i'll be going home..i dunoe wad/how to reply..juz gave dem a weak smile....

..why the rest can go home but not me? WHY?

..why i must inform them when i m about to leave for home? WHY? am i on probation?????

..why am i taking all these crap in my life? WHY?

..why must they tell me "they want me to learn" this & that? WHY?

..why am i feeling as though im being taken advantage of? WHY?

..why didnt i show my sign of disagreement? WHY?

..why must i go back on SAT? WHY?

..why did i reach home at 2240 yesterdae? WHY?

..why is it that "treat others the way you want others to treat you" doesnt applies to me at all???

...where's my free time? WHERE?

...where's my happiness? WHERE?

i tink final report..i better feedback to the school.... only stupid&weak people like me gets to be stepped all over.so peeps...dun follow my footstep...

grrrrr...everytime i met with such feelings..i will tell myself...im going to get through all these! But sometimes,the mind dun tink it this way...like yesterdae..when i looked at the minutes that passed by...the more depressed i am... AM I THERE TO BE A FULL-TIME STAFF ???NEED ME TO GET MY SLEEPING BAG THERE????so THAT ALL OF US CAN JOLLY WELL WORK THROUGH THE NIGHT.

i cant wait to end all these stupid crap.Period. Im never going to extend the working days.=(


*if u peeps wanna look for me,call my house....my hp may not be in use once in awhile.