Saturday, June 04, 2005
thots accompanied by sound frm the harmonica
hi blog...today i woke up at 0930 surprisingly..i thot i will sleep my way up till noon...hmm...wanted to play badminton today with the peeps...therefore i didnt go for the Hike in Macritchie with the Canopy II peeps.. im now saving yar...so i can only afford to play badminton at the playground...anyway...let's talk bout ydae...
ydae..i was having these chat sessions with peng & bee ... it was nice..i mean juz simple chat bout where we wanna be in the near future...bee said no matter where all of us will be...we'll all remain in each other's heart..seeing this..my heart tells me "no,i dun wish to see this happen" perhaps...this inner voice comes frm the "not-so-grown-up-me" .... another voice told me "if they can proceed on to a better place,better life,maybe i'll juz relent ba".This voice may not sound truthful indeed...it sounds like i wanted to ease the uneasiness inside me to live a life without dem anymore..? its not easy to find frens like dem...to share ur dreams with...the dream that was born in 2002...right now...we are all working towards it,i believe so..
in life, we meet many different kinds of people....some entered & never did leave...some leave after a short while...for those we entered and never did leave..im really grateful for dem..for those who leave...im still thankful that out of millions of people in the world..i still got my chance to mit dem...i still got some recollections bout the frens i meet when i was much younger..i wonder do dey still rem some1 like me out there who was once part of their daily life...mayb dey hav clean forgotten who the toot i was...
right now.. im still doing fine in my attachment... i admit i do countdown & strike off the calendar =P ... sounds like a conflict between the thots yar..haha...but soon...im gonna be a student again...
talkin bout student...i was having this thot yesterdae when i was chatting with peng...if i cant enter Uni...i might juz want to start working le...working towards my dreams..& 1 of dem is to retire early... :) many people find it absurd..how the toot u can retire early...u gotta be kidding..wake up frm ur dreams... but no... i wanna make this dream a reality....anyway...retirement is juz a matter of time...whether earlier or later in life.....so it shudnt be a dream yar...when we got the ability to retire early... i can spend all the time in the world to do wad i wish...spend more time with ur loved ones?go on a holidae...hav a farm & retire there...hehe....well,all these will never happen if we dun go about doing anything...ar..well...im off lieo...
ydae..i was having these chat sessions with peng & bee ... it was nice..i mean juz simple chat bout where we wanna be in the near future...bee said no matter where all of us will be...we'll all remain in each other's heart..seeing this..my heart tells me "no,i dun wish to see this happen" perhaps...this inner voice comes frm the "not-so-grown-up-me" .... another voice told me "if they can proceed on to a better place,better life,maybe i'll juz relent ba".This voice may not sound truthful indeed...it sounds like i wanted to ease the uneasiness inside me to live a life without dem anymore..? its not easy to find frens like dem...to share ur dreams with...the dream that was born in 2002...right now...we are all working towards it,i believe so..
in life, we meet many different kinds of people....some entered & never did leave...some leave after a short while...for those we entered and never did leave..im really grateful for dem..for those who leave...im still thankful that out of millions of people in the world..i still got my chance to mit dem...i still got some recollections bout the frens i meet when i was much younger..i wonder do dey still rem some1 like me out there who was once part of their daily life...mayb dey hav clean forgotten who the toot i was...
right now.. im still doing fine in my attachment... i admit i do countdown & strike off the calendar =P ... sounds like a conflict between the thots yar..haha...but soon...im gonna be a student again...
talkin bout student...i was having this thot yesterdae when i was chatting with peng...if i cant enter Uni...i might juz want to start working le...working towards my dreams..& 1 of dem is to retire early... :) many people find it absurd..how the toot u can retire early...u gotta be kidding..wake up frm ur dreams... but no... i wanna make this dream a reality....anyway...retirement is juz a matter of time...whether earlier or later in life.....so it shudnt be a dream yar...when we got the ability to retire early... i can spend all the time in the world to do wad i wish...spend more time with ur loved ones?go on a holidae...hav a farm & retire there...hehe....well,all these will never happen if we dun go about doing anything...ar..well...im off lieo...
# posted by ch3mysTery : 10:45 AM
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