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Hello...its 108 now..Sunday lieo ..so fast..2dae woke up & went to mit Mui,Xue & Peng @ CP...went for lunch together den went starbucks for some coffee...bought 3 books 2dae..."The Time Travelers's Wife" & 2 books relating to "rich dad,poor dad"& we went to Mui's house to play Mahjong....left her place ard 11pm...didnt want to stay too late...felt bad dat ever since im having my attachment...the weekends..im hardly @ home...hardly have any time for my mum..or shud i say my parents...when i reached home..normally dey r already sleeping...

hmm...anyway..i missed Bee todae...i hardly told her i miss her in any ways.. perhaps im juz lost for words..? Perhaps...my mouth is juz too stubborn...? Ever since her Grandpa passed away... im lost for words ...when i chat with her in msn..i dunoe wad else to tok about...continue toking bout her grandpa with her? or...? i mean..i really cant find any common topic...im so afraid..the moment i typed the wrong words..i wud hurt her ...as if it wasnt tormenting for her... today @ Mui's place...we were listening to the voice recordings in Xue's Hp..the time all of u went KBox..& the 3 of dem sang S.H.E. songs...it was realli heart-warming to hear dem over again...2dae...most of our topics...i would hear "Bee" name...& i wondered how she is doing todae? Is she doing fine ? Or is she still hurting badly ? I dunoe how else we can make her feel betta...i want all of us to be how we used to...but time doesnt allow for the time being....i want to let her noe i really care bout her...Dunnoe when will i be seeing her again...im so scared the moment she's alone..she will brood over wad has happened...& if she doesnt confide in us...

juz sms-ed her...hope she will be fine......

Listening to: Ni Zou Le