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Today got up @ 9+am..found out mum wanted to go out to pray, i think...& i was thinking...isnt it contradicting.. when i wanted to stay home,they were to go out .... later on, i put that thot aside...i have my social life...my parents too..

yep...mum went out ard 10+, while dad came home frm his jog around 10+ ... Dad left the house @ 12+ ... & i was home alone... i didnt noe wad to do... slacked online...read my book....watched abit of "Super Sunday" on Tv.... & mum reached home around 4+pm . .. soon,dad came home too... Time passed rather fast...i didnt noe wad i was doing also..i juz felt that my eyes r very tired today... & that i need a sleep...perhaps..im already falling sick...continue reading my book till 6+pm and i went for a nap till 7+pm....

Was eating dinner with Mum...when i choked on a fishbone.. i dunoe how did i choke on it...it wasnt reali clear to me...but it sounds something like this?i thot i can swallow the bone down? The moment the bone was stuck in the throat... it hurts... i didnt noe wad came over me this time... i felt a moment of anguish... & tears juz flowed... mum told me to swallow a mouthful of rice down... tried...right now..i dunoe if the bone is still there...sometimes i feel it...sometimes i dun...

i muz really thank the fishbone..... perhaps i was really stressed & been keeping alot inside of me...the fishbone releases me from all that...

Oh God, i dont wish to become a person who hates her life & everything as day goes on... maybe i took things too hardly...lately,im like a whiner & i dun want to be one for life... i will cut down on those whines... i promise...i do not wish to become paranoid too,thinking everyone is against me...*sigh*